Telephonephobia

"Telephone phobia (telephonophobia, telephobia) is reluctance or fear of making or taking phone calls, literally, "fear of telephone'.Telephone phobia is also considered to be a type of Social Phobia or Social anxiety problem. Sufferers typically report fear that they would fail to respond appropriately in a telephone conversation, and fear finding nothing to say, which would end in embarrassing silence, stammering, or stuttering.The associated avoidance behavior includes asking others (e.g. relatives at home) to take their phone calls and exclusive use of answering machine. As a result, the sufferers avoid many activities, such as scheduling events or clarifying information. Another reason is the sufferers may believe that people who call them bear bad or upsetting news."

Hell, I'm definitely not a quiet person if you know me (I'm, LOUD) nor I'm ashamed that quite a lot of those should-be-started relationship gone cold halfway because when I'm on the phone with someone I barely know in person, especially not in a language I'm familiar with, I usually fail to respond in an appropriate way, leave alone in some interesting way to impress one. It's really awkward, though sometimes I manage to talk, but I'm more like a stammerer. And frankly if I'm the guy I wouldn't hesitate to move on to find someone who can actually talk properly. So now I know practically, this phobia exist, and I'm sorta glad that there's 2.5million people out there are having this together with me. Hmmm I'm bad and I know it :B Maybe I should blame my siblings for making me to phone the pizza delivery when I was young, because that's when the first time I fear of picking up a phone. If only if people manage to ignore, stand with my telephonephobia, I'd just bet they either love me like my family or they simply one of the nicest human on earth. Trust me, you never like being a telephonephobic. I'd this issue give me away in relationships, interviews and etc. Life's a bitch, always. I'm growing up in deal with it.

Arrivederci ♥

I know your still reading, properly laughing. Who cares? 

If you mind, my life is way better off without your hypocrisy

Sorry to say so but please don't ever think yourself is too smart, be a humble man doesn't kill.

I'm sorry it hurts you to see me happy, because my happiness never bring you yours

But I learn that it brings out your bitterness, all the time

Sometimes, I miss you

But most of the time, it pained me and scare me how dark one could be if they decided to think otherwise