01:34

Using the time as title has became one of my habit when I blog. I have thoughts coming into my brain now and then. They're coming in so randomly, involuntarily. This happens a lot especially when I'm alone, which I'm most of my life. Not complaining, not such a loser go and cry over the night for being a loner, just saying :) I wonder if this happen to anyone because if it doesn't, it's like another characteristic of being a weird loner like me. Whatever.

I just remember the guy I'd kept long hair for had once told me "I don't like people tell me 'Whatever' because it's pretty insulting, like you don't give a damn" Frankly I don't like it, too. I just keep eating my own words because I keep saying "whatever" from the moment I get used to it. People are like this, ain't they? Eating their own words while disliking the the whole situation much, for most of their lifetime.

Listening to some blues :)

I don't blog that often anymore, but I'm not going to quit on this blog. Not this one. This one carried my memories of life for the passed 3years, though most of the time craps were written, and I'm going to let it carries the memories for years to come. I don't write to inspire, impress, entertain anyone, somehow sharing thoughts of mine ain't necessarily to have any intention to do with those I'd mentioned earlier :)

To be honest, I'd once thinking to use my blog to earn some money but realistic thinking caught me from doing so. I don't provide any sort of information, nor I do any kind tutorial post that would beneficial to public. I've a pretty boring life, repeating daily routine and etc. Since I'd need a lot attention from people to earn by blogging, I think people would hardly have interest in a blog about life that's nearly as boring as theirs, so that idea just slip away, happily.

I might sound absolutely sour about my life, but it's the way I have live and I'm not angry, frustrated, pissed at my own life. It's always the way you're thinking is more important than the way you're doing it, the fact is that I don't feel sad about being a loner. Being one itself have let me survive through whatever hard time of not having anyone by my side. No, I'm not saying I love being a loner, I said I'm fine being a loner. I'd love some company from my family and friends for some times, too. Ironically, sometimes I'd like to be alone

If you've notice how ironic are my thoughts, this is all time trademark of a weirdo LOL


I shall continue later, because it's getting late and for any second I scare of my dad popping up his head from the door and start screaming at me. It's no good to have your old man screaming at you, especially he's really getting uncomfortable about his body.

Steve Appleton has released his latest EP lately and I just gotten check it out yesterday. No idea where to download for free except some songs he covered is available for download in his page. Unless you're able to purchase it online which financially speaking I'm barely allow to. I like his version of Fast Car and We Found Love :) Some people find his music weird, but I found it unique and amazing :) again it's depend on personal interest LOL

Till then, night earthlings.