00:56

It's nearly one and I don't even feel like sleeping. I said I'd get my holiday assignments done and well here I'm the big fat liar who sneak into blogger to do some writing. God knows why on earth we have to go back to school for cleaning it up while the school actually hire some people to do cleaning. Plus it's involving only up to fifth form yet due to being a damn prefect, as a sixth former, I've to go back.

Life's really a bitch.

I'm bitter because it spoilt my holiday, literally.

Hmmm, it'd really surprise me it's the last week of 2011. Sad, not so sad. Nothing big happen this year and I'm really grateful on that. Lies remain unearth, truths remain untold. Days come and go, what's meant to forgive has been forgiven but hell one could hardly forget so don't even buy on someone telling you 'oh, I forgot about that already honey'. It's really revolting just look at those words.

Hopefully a better year ahead and I shall get my priority clear about what should really be top of my list.

I want and need money, no I don't want to ask for money, I wanna earn the money.

Sick of being feed because I'd been feed for the last 18years of my life.

It made me feel like I owe my parents a lot.

Hey, it's just a random thought :)

I miss having a guy that make me look forward to the school. Miss checking the phone pretty often just in case he text; Miss laugh over some lame jokes he made; Miss how much a little thing he does can mess up my mind. That's how magical love could be. Though I live with and without this quite successfully, the feeling is just something you'd miss when you stop having them. Frankly, I'm just going to be a nun for another year (Yeah, that sound ridiculous). Because for the time being, I don't find any dude makes me feel in such a way, not anymore

Sigh

That should be a good thing since I've only less than 1year left

Stay focusssssssss

Gahhhh I believe

Someday, somehow, I'll meet him at somewhere :)

Dammit, this is why I hate romance. It makes me sound even more desperate after reading it pfft. This is all your fault, darlbabun :)

Should resume my assignments.

Sigh

Ciao :)