Do not deprive what isn't yours from other

You will regret someday

I swear you will

:)

Oh please stop that ._.

Gah

I've made up my mind

:')

I used to think that it's so not cool if you're not in the norm

I meant, I've always been considered by people that I'm weird

I wanted to change for the sake of changing, for the sake to fit in

Peer pressure, family pressure and etc.

But it's too tiring to living up to other people's expectation

Seriously

I've gone back to my rebellious year when I think I'm not born to impress

I'm might be some useless piece of trash

All I do is gaining hatred feelings

I look like a big fat snob that could fall flat on the floor at any time

Well thanks for your concern 

I learnt to stop giving a damn

LOL

Ask me if I'd love to go back in time

It's going to be

Hell yeh

I know

This is totally unrelated and irrelevant :D

Just some random thoughts I thought I should spit it out

This is just how I am :)

I'm being random, most of the time

Olala :)

The feeling of knowing someone is always there for you

It makes me to feel safe

Thanks

It means a lot

And ya know, this works two ways

I'm always here for you, too

:)

I'm tired of fighting

Can we all not fight?

I'm begging

You know how's that hopelessness feels like?


You know how pathetic is that?


You know how's it like to have someone else to control your life?


You know how a mess couldn't be cleaned up look like?


You know how massive a shattered family's issue could be?


You know how suffocating is all these?


If you have no idea how do all these feels like


At least you should now shut up

Be grateful

Walk away from your mind to have whatever excuses 

For your lies, your hypocrisy, your desire or whatever.


So far, I think I've earn that right to whine


And I'd had enough


I just came to a whole new level


Where I don't see the need to whine any longer


I am no superman


I can't mend things 


I can't make someone smile


I can't do a single contribution to anyone


Yes


I'm fucking useless hopeless helpless


All I do is burdening everyone 

All I do is worsening the whole situation

And I'm starting to feel numb towards the hopelessness


Damn


Tell me how to not lose faith 

When I'm now losing everything that is important to me


Tell me?